Saturday, November 08, 2003
*sneeze.
Today waking up at 10 in the morning seemed a laboring task to do. My immune system is shutting down and all I can do is laze at home. Sticking my head in front of the mechanism which is supposedly for my general usage. My life and me are alike; I'm boring, tasteless and vapid. The original ho-hum of life. What interests me is how I can survive even my life. I am feeling sick;ill. My appetite is 40%, I eat 2 meals a day and I'm freaking underweight. Not anorexic nor bulimic. What's best is I don't force myself to barf, I just look at food and I'm filled. It's a so called 'see-food' diet.
Just had lunch. Bits of fish, veg and watery rice. Having an indigestion now, and it sucks.
I don't have friends to hang out with. Everyone surrounding me are nerds, even myself. I hate leaving the comfort of home although there really isn't any. I just do 3 thing. 'EAT SLEEP PLAY'. You can't blame me.
Today waking up at 10 in the morning seemed a laboring task to do. My immune system is shutting down and all I can do is laze at home. Sticking my head in front of the mechanism which is supposedly for my general usage. My life and me are alike; I'm boring, tasteless and vapid. The original ho-hum of life. What interests me is how I can survive even my life. I am feeling sick;ill. My appetite is 40%, I eat 2 meals a day and I'm freaking underweight. Not anorexic nor bulimic. What's best is I don't force myself to barf, I just look at food and I'm filled. It's a so called 'see-food' diet.
Just had lunch. Bits of fish, veg and watery rice. Having an indigestion now, and it sucks.
I don't have friends to hang out with. Everyone surrounding me are nerds, even myself. I hate leaving the comfort of home although there really isn't any. I just do 3 thing. 'EAT SLEEP PLAY'. You can't blame me.
